It's been awhile.
Hmm..July is almost end and of course August is coming XD. Uh huh..Sept..Oct..Nov..Dec..2012 past? Time is flying.
It's just like...blinking the eyes? Doesn't it? I hate to type and write date. It keeps reminding me of time.
Monologue: "Venus...Venus...it's been such a long time...why are you still here?"
Yes...still no progress at all. To be honest to myself, it hurts me and of course I get pain without any external wound. It is in my heart.
What's going wrong with me? I used to be happy and I smile everyday. Yet, that 'me' lost her way and I can't find her.
Even though I smile hard everyday, but I feel empty inside my heart. I'm jealous of those smiling face I see everyday. It's so true and nature.
I force myself to be the one who people want me to be. It covers up my true color. After all, I was left with stress, responbility, anger and depression.
Sometimes, I just wonder why I must always be the one that think of others' feeling. I was so worry that I will hurt someone.
Could someone think of mine too?
Indeed, I miss my old days. I can't find my way back as I was totally lost.
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